Ofcouse I'm afraid,too!But,yes!I choose this way

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I don't know in others countries what make you worry about your future, but in my country what make we worrier than our future is our family: Will the job I had chosen make my parents satisfied? Can I earn enough money for my family?How everyone around me think about my job? One day can I paid for my brother/sister's school fees? Can we live with this salary?.... ==> those things make me really worry and I know that's the same with my parents or every parents in this country. So of course we will choose common jobs with safety and stability salary. But IT'S NOT THE JOB I WANT !!!!!!!!!!!

Here drawing manga (comic) is a new job and isn't a good choose for our live. If you want surely to have enough money for your family's food, you shouldn't be a mangaka. BUT I'd dreamed about this work so many times for so a long time. And I'd been really patient to make everything to be come true. I know my parents worry about me and I tried to go the way they want. 18 years and I tried my best because of my parents. At least there's no one can laugh of them because of me. I wish I could be their good kid forever .... but I saw others children with their worried parents. They do everything parents and older said. They'r really hardworking and one day they feel tired with their living. No motivation for anything ==> So lucky that I had a dream, so lucky that I had a plan for my dream, so whatever even bad things happen to me, I will have the motivation for trying my best. I'm still feel happy at the worse time and all just because THAT'S MY CHOOSE AND I HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES WITH IT. IT'S MY WAY AND I WON'T REGRET.

This way has so much difficulties, yes, I know. May be I can't buy food for my family, yes, I know. Others will look me with contempt eyes 'cause this job , yes, I know. It's not that I'm so brave to don't think anything, just do as I want. NO! THE HELL I'M AFRAID OF THIS FUTURE! But I want a living with no regret! A good kid? It's easy, I'm just hardworking in learning , then find a good job, may be a good translator and at the end of my life I just can say with my children: I regret that I'd never lived for myself even one day. I had a dream... so sad... I DON'T WANT THAT! I know I make my parents sad when I said I choose this way. But I'll surely make they know that it's good choose when they try to belive me this time.

Our children now have no dream because of their fears of their futures. So I want to return them the dream thereby expanding children's Imagination - things are losing in modern life. I want to bring Vietnamese culture to all of you - friends all over the world, and both to the Vietnamese and overseas Vietnamese. I want young people know about existing and losing cultural traits in this country *especially in my city* :heart:

WATCH OUT WITH ME, WORLD ! I'M COMMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :heart:~





Thank you with all of my heart.

(For my 22nd birthday - will start everything in this year)
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Lynkness's avatar
có khi nào từng yên tâm với lựa chọn của mình, từng tự tin trên con đg đáy ngùn ngụt khí thế nhưng càng đi về gần cuối càng cảm thấy rơi rớt dần tinh thần, càng muốn rẽ hướng khác ko?

Có lẽ do e cứng đầu to mồm xác định nhanh chóng, sớm sủa quá nên càng về cuối mới là đòn cân não nhau. Còn chị nhẫn ngần nấy năm, bị "áp bức" tinh thần rồi phút cuối như cách mạng bùng nổ, đúng lúc, đúng thời điểm, đúng độ chín chăng? Thật sự e linh cảm là chị sẽ làm đc những j chị vừa chia sẻ bên trên.

Còn e thì đang mù mịt bít bùng, ko hiểu tương lai đi đâu về đâu. đến thời điểm phải đối mặt với thực tế khốc liệt rồi :((

đm, đời nó ko như da ôi đâu :((